Its almost one or one & half month I wrote so many blogs (here so many means just 4-6, that is so many for me) & then delete them without even publish them, its just like you make cocktail for yourself, you put lots of Vodka, lots of crushed quarter lemons, bit of sugar & mug full of crushed ice & then after investing so much efforts into it you throw it in waste bin, nor you taste it neither you gave it to anybody to get some reactions on it.
I wrote about my boring 10 to 6 office life (here I wrote 10 to 6 coz its look gud & goes with the flow, else my ofc. life starts from 9.30 AM & goes up to midnight sometime) the only motivation I get is from my neighborhood office where Ms. Shipra is working as a senior visualizer in an Architect firm, now you now from where I got motivation to wake up latest by 7 AM & drive 35 Kms to reach office by 9.30.
Another blog I wrote about 12th July 2010 rain (Exactly 38 Min. rain) & my 5 & half hour journey from Noida to rohini sector 13. How I spend 2 Hours in my car on top of ITO bridge. Those unknown yet helpful faces, that voice of RJs about traffic jams in Delhi & a relief in my eyes yup they are talking about me. That sms chat with D, coz of that Delhi CM is alive (Long but funny story, cause if I lost my Patience I definitely kill Delhi CM that night for not repairing Delhi sewage system and cause of that I stuck in long traffic that day :-P). Thank you D.
The another blog I wrote was about Mind & Heart, when they are going parallel but not to same destination, when your mind wants to do salsa & at the same time your heart wants to listen Jagjit Singh, salsa on a ghazal difficult but not impossible. My mind wants to have a glass of wine & my heart want to eat Maa ke haath ka bna baigan ka bharta, And seriously the combination is too deadly, My Soul wont forgive me for even thinking of this deadly combination.
The forth blog I wrote about Me, HDFC Standard Life - Pension Plan & Ms. P.S., Sales Development Manager in HDFC SLIC (Here we assume her as Ms., cause if we assume her as Mrs. then this blog will spit mud on my shareef bacha image). So I met Ms. PS for discussing about my future needs as far as financial stability is concerned coz mine is not a Govt Job, where Govt will pay me even after my retirement. First when I listened the whole plan on phone I was not so much interested in investing in it, But now after meeting Ms. PS I am thinking of putting my money in this plan for my secure future. Is it the excellent last 2.5 Yrs return on investment analysis report that forced me to change my decision or the Trust in HDFC SLIC or the product knowledge of Ms. PS which clarifies all my queries about the ULIP Linked plan or Just Ms. PS done the trick. If the answer is in the last option then I am sure if HDFC SLIC will recruit 100-200 more Ms. PS then they will beat RBI as far as cash flow is concerned.
So I wrote many blogs, But y i delete them, I ask this Q. to myself, but didn't get any answer.
Wait................................
Yet another time I asked Myself this Q. in the mirror, where I can see my image in front of me, But what I saw as a reaction its still that smiley face with no hint of when can i get my answers, should I wait or put all those Q. in bad debt account of my life.............
So Mirror Mirror Plzzzzzzzzzzz tell me the truth....
I wrote about my boring 10 to 6 office life (here I wrote 10 to 6 coz its look gud & goes with the flow, else my ofc. life starts from 9.30 AM & goes up to midnight sometime) the only motivation I get is from my neighborhood office where Ms. Shipra is working as a senior visualizer in an Architect firm, now you now from where I got motivation to wake up latest by 7 AM & drive 35 Kms to reach office by 9.30.
Another blog I wrote about 12th July 2010 rain (Exactly 38 Min. rain) & my 5 & half hour journey from Noida to rohini sector 13. How I spend 2 Hours in my car on top of ITO bridge. Those unknown yet helpful faces, that voice of RJs about traffic jams in Delhi & a relief in my eyes yup they are talking about me. That sms chat with D, coz of that Delhi CM is alive (Long but funny story, cause if I lost my Patience I definitely kill Delhi CM that night for not repairing Delhi sewage system and cause of that I stuck in long traffic that day :-P). Thank you D.
The another blog I wrote was about Mind & Heart, when they are going parallel but not to same destination, when your mind wants to do salsa & at the same time your heart wants to listen Jagjit Singh, salsa on a ghazal difficult but not impossible. My mind wants to have a glass of wine & my heart want to eat Maa ke haath ka bna baigan ka bharta, And seriously the combination is too deadly, My Soul wont forgive me for even thinking of this deadly combination.
The forth blog I wrote about Me, HDFC Standard Life - Pension Plan & Ms. P.S., Sales Development Manager in HDFC SLIC (Here we assume her as Ms., cause if we assume her as Mrs. then this blog will spit mud on my shareef bacha image). So I met Ms. PS for discussing about my future needs as far as financial stability is concerned coz mine is not a Govt Job, where Govt will pay me even after my retirement. First when I listened the whole plan on phone I was not so much interested in investing in it, But now after meeting Ms. PS I am thinking of putting my money in this plan for my secure future. Is it the excellent last 2.5 Yrs return on investment analysis report that forced me to change my decision or the Trust in HDFC SLIC or the product knowledge of Ms. PS which clarifies all my queries about the ULIP Linked plan or Just Ms. PS done the trick. If the answer is in the last option then I am sure if HDFC SLIC will recruit 100-200 more Ms. PS then they will beat RBI as far as cash flow is concerned.
So I wrote many blogs, But y i delete them, I ask this Q. to myself, but didn't get any answer.
Wait................................
Yet another time I asked Myself this Q. in the mirror, where I can see my image in front of me, But what I saw as a reaction its still that smiley face with no hint of when can i get my answers, should I wait or put all those Q. in bad debt account of my life.............
So Mirror Mirror Plzzzzzzzzzzz tell me the truth....
Keep posting dude - it helps. You never know someone might pop up with an answer you are looking for. Also often when you actually write things down you yourself come up with a solution.
ReplyDeleteAs for your situation goes I think you have a lot on your mind. So don't throw away that cocktail of yours but drink it :) and relax. Life will keep posing such questions to you. All you need to do is relax and enjoy life in such a way that life itself will be forced to give to give you the answers.
Thanks Unknownwriter, even I thought that lyf comes with lots of mysteries, twist & turns.........
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